I have this ridiculously goofy smile on my face right now. It's hard to imagine that I can have such a reaction from words but then again, they are your words~.

I wrote that back in sophomore year, when I realized that one of the closest friends in the world I had, was no longer my friend. It was very difficult to accept especially since we had been very close friends in my youth. I was quite the morbid child as I tried to hold onto the little fragments that I could maybe equate to an existing friendship between her and me. I used to think, "If I died right now, would she come to my funeral?" and other stupid things like that.

I realize now that there really is no hope for any future relationship between her and me other than acquaintances. I shall forever know her name, face, and birthday since I'm pretty good with birthdays XD As friends slip away, it really is a hard thing to go through :/ But I have come to an acceptance that it is just a part of life, gaining and losing.

You and I will forever be friends and my children will beg incessantly to go to Canada and I will not be able to resist X3 Unless somehow I end up moving to Canada due to work which will make things slightly easier financially XD

I trust you with my life forever and could not imagine a day before June 20, 2005 as amazing as all of these days knowing you :D

♥